My Existence As A Young Lady

Hi. I'm gladly here to share and introduce myself. Who am I and what are my experiences throughout my 15 years of existence?

I'm Jazmine Pascual Cantorna, 15 years old from Taleb Bantay, Ilocos Sur. I was born on April 08, 2010. As a young lady who always wants to do everything and be everything, I am also someone who constantly wonders how to truly become "someone." I'm just an ordinary person—I'm not a genius, but I'm also not clueless. I'm friendly, but I only hang out and show the real me to people who are close to my heart. I like staying at home, but I see myself more happy when I’m not at home—because there’s a person I call home. Just being in his presence makes me feel full and somehow heals something deep inside me. I'm a funny person too; I enjoy making people laugh with my silly jokes and watching them smile, even on the worst days.

Me now 💅

3 years old me 😌

Dwayne & I 💞😼

I have a lover. We've been together for more than a year now. Some may say we’re too young to understand love, but I know in my heart that what we have is real. He’s not just someone I love—he’s my best friend, my safe place, and the one who’s always there when life gets too heavy. When I feel like giving up, he reminds me of my worth. He’s my backup when I feel like the world is against me. Even if we’re still kids, I genuinely hope we last. We want to face our future together, hand in hand, growing and learning with each other. We're choosing to treat our relationship in a positive, healthy way—with respect, understanding, and dreams that we can both work on together.

Fam ❤

I'm the eldest of five siblings. As their ate, I always got their back through anything. I am the daughter of Jennylyn Cantorna and Jayrex Cantorna, two of the strongest and most loving people I know. My mom, Jennylyn, is a woman full of quiet strength—she loves us deeply and works hard, even when she’s tired, just to make sure we’re okay. My dad, Jayrex, is the kind of father who may not always show it with words, but expresses his love through his efforts, sacrifices, and presence. Together, they have shaped the kind of person I’m becoming. I admire them so much for everything they do—for the love, guidance, and care they give our family. I carry their sacrifices in my heart every day and do my best to make them proud. I may not always say how I feel, but I love them more than words can ever explain. I’m also the daughter who carries all the silent battles and the weight of pain, but suffers in silence. Even when no one notices, I still push forward—because I want to be strong not just for me, but for those who depend on me.

One of my biggest dreams is to become a flight attendant. I want to travel the world, meet new people, and explore different cultures. One of the places I dream of visiting is Dubai—a city that inspires me not just with its beauty, but especially with its bright, breathtaking city lights. I’ve always been drawn to city lights—they make me feel alive, inspired, and full of hope. I want to chase the skies and see the world with my own eyes. But if I’m being honest, I’m still not completely sure. I’m young, and I know my dreams might change as I grow older. Sometimes, I also imagine myself becoming a psychologist, helping people understand themselves and heal from what they’re going through. Other times, I consider being a nurse, caring for people and saving lives in my own way. My mind is open, and my heart is willing. I know that whatever path I take, it will depend on what the future holds for me. What matters is that I choose something that brings me purpose, passion, and peace.

Sometimes I wonder what the future holds. Will I reach all my dreams? Will I be able to give my family the life they deserve? I don’t have all the answers yet, but I do know that I want a bright future. I want to succeed, to grow, and to become someone I’ll be proud of. I want to prove that even someone like me—with my flaws, fears, and quiet strength—can make something meaningful out of life.

As a young lady living in a world full of challenges, I’ve learned that believing in yourself is one of the most powerful things you can do. I may not be perfect, and I may not always get things right, but I will never stop trying. Because I have dreams, I have people I love, and I have faith that things will fall into place someday.

So, this is my existence as a young lady. Not always easy, not always perfect—but real, growing, and full of hope. I’m still becoming the woman I want to be. And one day, when I look back at this moment in my life, I’ll be proud that I never gave up on myself, on love, and on the future I’ve always dreamed of. I know that life will throw obstacles at me—moments when I’ll feel lost, tired, or unsure—but I also know that I have the heart to keep going. I will fall, but I will rise. I will cry, but I will also smile again.

I may be young, but I have big dreams and a bigger heart. I believe that every step I take today, no matter how small, is a step toward the future I want. I will cherish every lesson, every person, every experience—because all of it will shape the woman I’m meant to be. And I promise myself this: I will never let go of my worth, my goals, and the people who truly love me. This is just the beginning of my story. And I’m excited to see what comes next.

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